Tuesday, December 16, 2008

D-Day



Phew !!!!



Finally its over.... its done !!! doesnt seem like ppl i xpected to b happy for me r really happy.... but i jus dnt have to keep worrying every min abt not getting placed now or tht i might have to take up a 4 lakhs job sumwhr away frm hyd or mumbai

he is unhappy tht i am goin home now... or for whtever reason i dont knw.....
munna cried yesday tht i am placed in mumbai...and tht means i wont b coming back home.... he was crying yesday saying tht he was feeling lonely.... I Miss You too sweetheart ... uuuuummmmmmaaaahhh !!!
mom is unhappy.... says its a bad job.... y doesnt she get it tht its the rescission period and getting placed itself is a big deal...she still has this image in her head tht iitian hai toh per month 1 lakh in hand ka job toh lagega hi &$%^#$%$#%$%^%^&%%@#$% JUS FORGET IT !!

y is my happiness a function of everyone elses??
cant i jus b happy becoz i want to b?
am i happy with the job i got?
is neone happy for me ?
does neone want me to b happy?
shud i leave the job and jus take up a job with some reputed company even if it is paying me less than this one?
shud i jus take a year off to do MBA?
why do ihave to do an MBA?
y am i joining this company if no one is happy with it?
is 6-7 lakhs package less in this crisis situation?


too many questions... none i can answer....

always wanted to knw how getting placed would feel.... but trust me.... this is not how i imagined it wud b

Congratulations to myself !!!

8 comments:

gurveen said...

read ur blog aftr very long!
congosssss babes..
be happy for urself
and forget everyone else's concerns..
this is ur first independent success
enjoy it:):):)

Ravali said...

thnx for the congos :)
but first independent success? i dnt really think so ... :)

gurveen said...

well JEE is thanx to a lot of reasons: parents, coaching gurus;
insti me almost every event is team work..
even da courses are a lot of times teamwork:D..

anyways! who cares..enjoy your moment bas!:)

Ravali said...

he he he
yeah obvi enjoying it... but even in this case then thr r loads of other reasons ... all those who reviewed ur resumes... or helped u make them... all those who helped u prepare for the interviews etc etc :P

gurveen said...

hmm true..point taken..
but still finally its you that they liked..you that they wanted for your company..you got the job more because of who you are rather than what you did..
though what you did was important so that they could see who you are..
hehe
ditch..
enjoi dinner!!

gurveen said...

tu jhooti mai maani:D:D

neeha said...

hi babes!jus read ur blogg,tell u wat??? uve done tremendously well all this while, ur placed man!!!! so chill out, d spl come1 whom u wanna be happy abt it will eventually b happy bt it, jus giv somtime.....nd take a brk man! ur life is ur own ultimately!!!

neeha said...

hi babes!jus read ur blogg,tell u wat??? uve done tremendously well all this while, ur placed man!!!! so chill out, d spl come1 whom u wanna be happy abt it will eventually b happy bt it, jus giv somtime.....nd take a brk man! ur life is ur own ultimately!!!