Tuesday, December 11, 2007

The same damn thing every sem !!!!

yet again it happens......
8.97......worse this time.....just missed 9.0 by 1.5 credits.....y y y ...!!! y does this have to happen to me all the time..!!
last time 3 credits....and this time 1.5 credits :(
but still close to 9 is pretty good i guess....but again...this time everyone scored well...not a big deal....but then...i got it....so it matters to me :P
yayyyyyyyyyyyyy !!!!!!
but well...again....just missed...shittttttttttttt !!!!!!!

Saturday, November 10, 2007

Happppppyyyyyy Diwaliiiiii !!!!

I dont knw whts so happy abt it...but well..i aint sad atleast :D
have to still put up a theft incident which i will later...apart form tht the diwali was pretty much normal i guess...jus tried to avoid ne fights by doing things tht pleases my parents :D...like i wore a half saree though i got a new jeans yesday ..and this helped out coz i said i wont go to somebody's place she had asked me to go to...and she was fine with it :D...so i guess its a make me happy i wont b angry with u business :P and then in the night....all four of us were talking so much...we didnt realize tht it was 1:00 am :) really wish i cud have more of these talks....really looking fwd to coming back home sumtime soon and staying for a good number of days :(
we were talking abt really arbit stuff...frm chiru's daughter....to credit cards....to our assets ....to my parents DOB....to their silver jublee aniversary which they want to b celebrated grandly :)...loads of arbit stuff really :)
and now for sum gossip ;)
thr is this particular Ms ...lets say alpha?? good enuf name.....well she went back to bbay..b4 the hols got over...and tht too on diwali itself....reason??? well the pretty obvious one..."naya pyaar" ...he he he..and this Ms Alpha is one of those who used to ask me as to y i dont stay much at home..and tht i go back so early to bbay without spending time with my parents or without staying at home...and tht bbay mein toh hum humesha hi rehte hai..and blah blah....and thts exactly wht she is doing now =)))))))))
well...wht can i say.....u dnt knw how it is untill u r in my shoes :P and now since u r in it...hope u get it... ;)

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

A good holiday...!!!


having a real good time at home...again the reason being...mom at home :) and also whenever she goes out i am going with her....
conducted 2 quizzes....saw a dram....met loads of relatives.....watching movies with her.....eating with her.... scolding dad also along with her :P
this is fun when both of us r complaining about the same man :P ;))
and also the better part this time is tht he is also at his place....so i dnt have to worry abt him either :P hope he is also doin well at his place....not calling me up...so guessign he is doing fine
though i wont b goin back till 3-4 days aftr he goes back
i wont b able to come back in december for a long time since i am managing the street play this time....but hoping i can take out a few days :( i really want to come back this time...and this is the first time i am having to go back on a very serious note...as in cant postpone at all...usually i can postpone but i dont since thr is usually no point in staying here coz i am here all by myself with jus a dog for company like i always say...but this time i am enjoying myself....hoping tht i cud stay here for longer in dec hols :(
neways i am hardly staying online also...gottu do a mini project also :(
loads of writing to do.....loads of learning to do....

P.S: finally got my ears pierced...dad doesnt approve of it :P though my granny also says they look good :P

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Among yet Alone...!!!

An old friend asked me wht was wrong with me.....really....wht is wrong with me??
am i fine? or am i not? am i happy or am i not? am i sad? feeling left out or not? feeling into the grp or not? feeling nabbed from the back or not? loathing it or not?
well whtever i am feeling i really dnt care abt it nemore....maybe thr does come a stage in life when nothing really matters to u....u dnt care abt wht ppl think abt u....u dnt care whether thr is sumone to think or no also :P
like i said...i was telling this frnd in brief abt things...and this is wht i said....and i like wht i said...

Its hard to find friends who stick by you at all times...and once u find them...it is equally hard to lose them :)

Thursday, October 04, 2007

Nohting seems right :(


Life is definetly a sine wave like sumone said....but i shud say -- a deformed sine wave...with the depressions more than the altitudes....or whtever.
So many things to do...so much to manage...and not feeling like doing nething :(
Didnt have an entry for socials...and now even the gyrations junta are paining...and my health isnt letting me manage nething on top of it....going to the hospy almost everyday...taking sleeping pills (wud prefer calling them tht) ....which is the only way tht i can see to stop myself from scratching myself till i bleed :(
And now feeling left out in grp also....nothing in common to share abt....and then when i complain to him abt it....all i gettu listen to is "learn managing things on ur own now"...well yeah...thts wht exactly i wanted to listen to
Nothing seems to go right...nothing seems fine....wanna run away...but still cant...wanna go home...not possible...wanna take time off....wht to b feeling "Huhhhh....!!!!!! for once i have nothing to worry about"
Will tht day ever come ???

Thursday, September 27, 2007

Leader

We had his PT/Placement fundae session the other day in campus and this is wht the person who was giving the fundae said.......
"A leader is not the one who speaks the most.....he is the one who is spoken to the most"

This is one of the many things tht interested me in the session....i dnt knwhow much i am goin to put ne of those to use....but well...the 1:30 hr was worth it :)

oh...and ya... India won the first T-20 world cup finally...by a very less margin :)
this makes me think...maybe finally india is worth to play only these kind of matches :P
but the way the match was won was awesum... i dnt care really as to who won (well maybe i do) but tht was one hell of a match..neone who missed it has definetly missed sumthing :)

Monday, September 24, 2007

Hoo Haaa India....Aaay Yaaay India


Right now i am watching the india pakistan match....the match between those two temas which didnt even make it to the super eight in the world cup finals.
pakistan just made its 100th run...6 wickets down...58 runs to go from 27 balls

lemme predict.... India is gonna win..incase it does then i'll put up a post tomorrow...else naaaa :D

Pak just lost another wicket :D
guess i'll have to put up another post tomorrow :P
Sumone said he wud take me out to Loins of Punjab incase india wins :D

The gift planned didnt go out tht well...
2 reasons....1 -> my today's lab got postponed to wednesday...so i had to shift the whole dinner plan to today
2-> india pak match ki wajah se he left his class early and came back home fast.

well...atleast the food isnt tht bad..the dessert is still to b served...thts the best part of the dinner :D

pak gained the game again....it just has to make 28 runs frm 17 balls.... i guess pak has enuf good chance of winning
27 from 15 balls

thr goes another 6
and tht makes it 20 balls frm 13 balls

an easy win for pak i guess

oooooooooooooooooooooooo......
thr goes another pak's wicket ...tch tch tch tch...
signing off to watch the match
:D

Sweet mistake :D


A post aftr a pretty long time tht is actually a post and not a cut copy paste frm newhr....and wht is the reason for me writing this post today.... :-"...well.... i thought i had an 8:30 lecture today....and promptly went upto the dept...thts whr i realised tht noone else frm my batch seemed to b goin to my dept....thts when it dawned on me tht i didnt have an 8:30 lecture....well...chalo atleast i cud put this time to good use :D
Had gone home for a few days (3 days)...and for the first time ever i guess i thouroughly enjoyed staying at home...mom was at home all the while becoz she had undergone a surgery and had to stay in bed....granny and pinni (aunt) were also at home...so had hell lot of a time...watched movies with mom...had loads of big-girl talk with her :P...maybe i do like spending time at home..but since thr isnt neone when i go...maybe thts y i dnt go. This time...i didnt want to come back this fast..but well...had classes...toh had to come back..!!!
Had freshiezza this weekend....those secys who worked all sem/last sem stopped working now...and those who didnt work at all were working...well..thts makign things difficult :(
this weekend is the first dram GC event ...and also 30th sept :(
planned a lil ...lemme see how it works :|
Gottu go to the doc (harmones :( )....and oh ya....almost forgot....midsems were....hmmm..ok...dunno....cant say types :D
didnt apply for UBS...jus didnt want to get dissapointed...c'mon i knw it....scope ki i cud get a PT in tht ....i realised now.....i have good extra curriculars and organizational posts...but who wud want sumone good at organisational post for a PT...jus hope it works well for me in the placement.
its time for the next class
signing off !!!

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Me and My Life in IITB

This is a mail i sent to a frnd of mine in my first year at IITB...it felt really weird for myself to b reading abt loads of stuff tht i wrote in the mail....Well...maybe all i can say is "I was a Freshie then" ;) My view point has changed so much since then...I have changed so much since then :)...a few for the good...a few for the bad...never mind..i still like the way i am :)

hows life there???? i know its gonna be cooooooooool....but still jus asking......here guys dont look good at all......senior guys look good....better than the freshies;) .....girls here are very diff 4m wht we see in hyd.......completely......we find guys in every senior's(girl) room even at 10:00 in the night....they have project works.....ok...thts excusable....but....they dont have to lock themselves up for tht......anyway...wht bother abt them now.....leave it.....but still.....girls here
are very fast....and they dont care abt the way they dress.....whether they look good in it or no....they jus dont mind dressing up really weird.....they expose a lot.....thts mumbai....but its ok...we r getting adjusted.....
classes r fine...we have comp class in an ac lecture theatre...tht too jus after lunch at 2:00.....lights are switched off for the sake of the projector......so.....happy ga padukuntunnam....no attendance for the comp class....the rest of the classes are fine except eco...tht fello opens his mouth and i start sleeping.....he doesnt bother if we r listening or no..he just goes on blabbering....phy sir and maths mam are good.....chem is ok....he teaches...we understand or no is left to us....we have 3 lectures and 2 tutorial classes every week for all
the 5 subjects.
we have comp practicals once a week from 8:45 to 11:00 in the night ......and NSO frm 6:00 to 8:00 in the eve...thts 2 days a week.....if both of them coincide...its really hectic....and if we have a mech workshop tht day....we r dead.....we dont have time here to even sit and watch TV(its not working anyway now ;) the quality of food is deteriorating day by day.....but we cud get fat at this rate...thts coz...then we r goin to eat out everyday kadha....

i dint cry when my parents left also.....butjus a few days b4 my b'day i cried for 2-3 days...thts coz i really missed all the frenz way back in hyd....everyone......i wished i was in hyd jus for those 2-3 days....but cant help it...gottu get adjusted kadha.....

mood indigo(iit culturals) is on 26th dec....i might be goin to hyd on 29th or 30th oct...we have 1 week off for diwali.....thts not official declaration...but we r jus hoping......there r loads of cultural activities here......loads and loads....we had so many orientations in the first 2 weeks....even now we have the orientations goin on......seniors are really sweet...they encourage us to take part in all the cults....and they r really helpful....they r really good
all the freshies are frenz with me now.....even then.....i miss everyone there.....missing the kind of life tht we lead in hyd
here we dont get time to go out of iit campus only...at the max we go to the market outside the maingate thts it.....thts basically due to the hectic schedule.....even though we have the weekends off...we prefer sitting in the hostel and whiling away the time than goin to HN(hiranandani) or any other place in mumbai.we havent gone to any other place xcept HN till
now....tht sounds really bad....but thts the truth...really slogging with the xtra activities
here....NSO...comp pracs.....orientations...auditions for the diff activities.....club meets....puff.....they occupy the major part of our 12-13 hr schedule....we have only 3 hr classes frm mon-fri....and wed-fri xtra labs for 4 more hours....thts all for acads.....xtra activities
ekkuva.....hostel is fine....acads r fine....xtra activities also fine....but still....missing everyone....sahi doesnt seem to miss much....forgot to tell u...she is also in iitb..but naa
valla kaavatam ledhu.....not missing my parents also....but missing the rest.....

the mail has bcome too long......its time i stop
bugging u with this trash....
---love,
Ravali

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Jus as cheerful as cud be !!!

Suprisingly ....yes!!!!!!! :)
have loads of posts in mind
will def put them up as soon as the quizzing week ends :(
till then jus cheerful and happy unlike the last time i posted :)


P.S : A very old pic of mine...but i am just as cheerful as i appear in this ... cudnt find sumthing much better than me to show how i feel now :)

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Dot dot dot dot dot......

Feeling all grown up from the past few days.... first was fillling in the ITC internship form.... whr firstly i hardly have nething to fill up with which i cud b sure i wud get shortlisted and secondly having to fill it up >:P i am still sumhow sure i wnt get thr the shortlisting process also
And then today we have this presentation whr we go all formal and giv it...weird
and now a sophies prod to handle..... put up a show by day aftr and perform it on sunday...wonder if i cud take it or no :(
jus hoping for the right things to happen....
hey and to top it all.... we have a week of quizzzing :((((((((
28th flu
29th struc
31st geo
and i missed today's soil quiz :(
i didnt bunk a single class frm the last one month and the one ...and only 1 class i bunk tht too coz my eyes were pricking frm the cont wearing of lens and coz i was damn sleepy :( (truthfully sleepy) and the prof has to choose this day only to giv a quiz >:P>:P>:P
jus hoping i do the rest of them well :(

Friday, August 17, 2007

Weekend :(



Well.... no one arnd... jus me and the lappy... everyone has something to do.... and me... not wanting to do wht i have to.... and not able to do wht i want to.... jus alone in the room....lukkkhi hoon ...lekin lukkha kaatne ke liye koi hai nahi.... cant go out to eat... coz i have digestion problems now (aftr the food poisioning thing...and jus now my frnds ask me if i want to go down to the mess and i said no...well dunno whr i wana end up eating finally :-/
saw loads of movies since my last post... but no more updating business since i cant (read dnt want to) do it on a regular basis
all of a sudden feeling all down down and moody
jus not feeling like doin nething.... not even watching a m
ovie on my lappy
want to watch sumthing short like maybe a sitcom or sumthing.... but well... i've watched frnds for the second time and it doesnt fascinate me nemore
and scrubs i am up to date... so cant go with tht also :(
and though i watched chuk de frm like 5 min b4 interval (first time ever tht i watched a movie frm half) i didnt want to go again (dont knw y...not int in watching it again)
got loads to study... loads of quizzes gonna splash on me in the next week.... but dnt want to study (looks like i lost int again)

the student i taught in the hols is now ignoring my calls... not tht i really care....but i want my salary for the first month atleast...and dude... courtesy hai ki atleast u tell me tht u dnt wanna cont nemore...
and ITC PT ke liye last date is 20th midnight...and i havent started filling in the form yet...
i knw tht i wnt probably get into it..since it is open for all depts...and lets face it... i practically suck if u look at my resume... nothing tht i have to boast abt in it academically or experience wise or nething for tht matter.... jus a stupid freshman
and a bob i guess.... which i am sure they r not goin to consider at all for a 2-3 month PT... how wud it even help them ... huh..!!!
basically i am jus pissed off with nething happening arnd me :(
life is bad boring bugging and a burden..... thts an alleteration !!!
jus took the cat word list frm winnie... wanna see if i cud try and rem nething at all :D
well thts it for now i guess.... i jus hope i find a pic good enuf to depict my exact mood and state of mind [-o<





found it :)

Monday, August 13, 2007

After a long long time

Looks like i was really busy or didnt feeli like blogging once the sem has started .... usually happpens with me :(
i have my schedule a lil less hectic in the next few days... so lemme see if i cud get back to blogging... i aint blogging mostly coz i am sleeping b4 11:30 pm these days.... tht cud b a major reason for my non blogging also :D though things like b'days and sick leaves count in too :D
neways... new sem new things happening arnd... no regrets abt nething tht i did till now :)... hope thts how it works till the end :)

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Routine Life

Jus waiting for all my frnds to come back... kinda getting bored with nothing to do around :(
well if u r counting watching movies as doin sumthing then well i am doing.... and yah...jus doin the 10th season of frnds...was jus thinking i'll go back to watching scrubs also again :D
these r the only 2 sitcoms i really really luv watching :) i dnt think i can take a whole stretch of frnds again though :D

movies... jus tons and tons of them waiting to b watched....

Another list of movies...those tht i have seen and also those i think i'll forget tht i have seen

NottingHill
K-Pax
Fantastic Four-the rise of the silver surfer
Fight Club
Andaz Apna Apna
The King and the Clown
The Longest Yard


i guess thts it :)

i shud soon put up the list of movies tht i have watched (aftr comign to iit in specific) with the ratings i guv them i guess :-?
but b4 tht i gottu finish this arti we r writing for the freshie magazine....get all our rooms painted... prepare for a few tuition classes (not tht i really need to )....chck if i can get more papers....and gottu talk to the prof once :( :-s....and to top it all....i cant shift into my room till shud i say... 25th?? :((((((((((((( everyone elses room is vacant except mine :(

nothing else tht i can remember much...yah except tht while i am waiting for the new HP-7 to release....rumours (or facts???? ) have it tht the book has leaked...but not really interested in reading the book online.... i wanna have the book in hand and read it :D
and guess wht...though i can type really fast i never tried typing without looking at the keyboard....this whole msg tht i am jus typing i tried typing without glancing at it (except for occasionally)... i guess i am looking fwd to 3 things now.... freshies....settling my room and for the day when i can type without absolutely looking at the keyboard :D


very arbit posting :D



High Spirited
In the Air
Yaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy !!!!!!


Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Philosophy in the Air...!!!!!

Was arguing with one of my frnds a few days ago abt life...the essence and blah blah blah....i think i'd like to put here a few points frm tht conversation.....
I agree i was being a lobbyist most of the time...coz mostly wht i was arguing abt isnt wht i blive in...and also...

STATUTORY WARNING : Very Boring

She : take things frm west
She : things dat r gud, not things u like r are easy

She : if we spk abt west
She : dating b4
marriage, many marriages datz wat it'l lead to in d end
She : u know it better

Me : well i dnt blame them....how many ppl who r
married in india u think r happy with their married life?
Me : divorce cases in india
r also increasing baby
She : yes
She : but datz bcz of their influence baby
She : multiple sex , group sex , all such stuff in hyd, and y is dat?
She : doing all dis whoz happy wid one husband?

Me : :)) Me : u wanna get into all tht now?
Me : i mean discussing all tht

She : its jus d western influence nothing more

She : wat do u mean?
Me : discussing all tht :P

She : y ru in a mood to do dat?

Me : na
Me : but i dnt mind being a lobbyist for those who do it /:)

She : lobbyist?

Me : hmm
Me : a spokesperson
Me : :D
She : ohh so u think its rite?
Me : i dnt judge them
She : for dem to do all dat?
She : y?

Me : i dnt judge them

Me : y ante
She : yes y

Me : its all in their sexual interest
She : wat do u think of it?
She : datz wat
Me : u cant force it on them

She : ppl r busy dng things they like, no 1 is botherd abt wat id correct nd wat is wrong

Me : it isnt wrong...we think its wrong...since we have been modified to think tht way
Me : who r u to judge whts right and whts w
rong?
She : yes wat is wrong in having sex wid 2 -3 ppl on d same night Me : its not
like wht u knw is right is a universal all right thing
She : thn saying bye nd gng away

Me : yeah....its upto u

She : becoz i hv brains

She : its not up to u

Me : u r jus looking for sex..and no conditions attached..then y not

Me : its not of having brains..
Me : its jus abt how u wanna pick things coz its been happenning since u were born

Me : and since u have been told

She : we have somthng called, our culture nd religion which tell us the way to live, if at all we botherd abt it....to read them we wud know watz rite nd watz not

Me : is talking abt sex bad??? oh hell yes till a few yrs back..till ppl realised aids awareness was more imp than shutting up abt sex

She : therz somthng called future , u dnt do things for d present

Me : we have decided whts in the religion and culture
Me : they never existed b4 u created them
She : u know who created dem?

She : u know wat it is?
Me : sum abcd
Me : who cares?
She : if u know it, only then can u spk abt its authenticity, its simplicty, its use
Me : its all made up
She : its becoz u thii
nk its made up
Me : its jus a few things made up by those who think they can make things right by making things too simple
She : wen u can beleive theories of einstein, nd wateva y cant u believe theez?

Me : u have evidence of it?
Me : u have evidence of multiple sex being wrong according to ur religion?
She : ohh ya, better than ur einstein :P

Me : coz they have written proofs
She : they have jus written proofs

She : but our proofs r not only written but evn experienced

She : its not jus
knowledge its wisdom
She : wat we got

Me : i have reasons to blive einstein....if i dnt...then u wudnt b able to do a lot of things tht u r doin....

Me : :))
Me : its not exp..
Me : u dnt exp the other thing...in fear of being left out
Me : u try to go with the mob since u fear standing alone

She : ya datz becz u read abt einstain did u read our veda? no, so u cant spk abt dem

Me : wht the vedas say isnt the ultimate isnt it
She : ur mistaken its not fear, but its d confidence dat makes u stand out

She : nd wat pl say it is?

Me : wht if i wrote a new book and enuf ppl came fwd (those who rnt scared of the mob) and start following it..then ultimately...this wud become the veda

Me : :P
She : no datz d diff

She : wat do u know abt d vedas to spk lik dat

Me : they r modified in their thinking to feel tht the veda is right

Me : and if they d
nt follow it then they r commiting a sin
She : first of al its not written by anybody so u go wrong there itself

Me : and tht blah blah blah

Me : well u told me it was a written proof
Me : like einsten theory

Me : u r contradicting urself
Me : :P

She : i say its not written by a person

Me : like i told u...i am being a lobbyist...not tht i dnt knw abt our vedas or tht i support multiple sex

Me : dnt tell me god wrote it =))

Me : =))
She : vedas r words spoken by god, they were heard by rishis

Me :
=)))))))))))))))))))))))
Me : ok....

She : ya it does seem funny

Me : now dnt get me into sumthing like god speaks to ppl

Me : he he he

Me : i can debate better on tht :P

She : it doesnt seem funny wen u read abt einstaein theory of reativity rite?

Me : coz this is sumthing i blive in..i mean i blive god doesnt speak to ppl and all tht temple ritual thing stuff

Me : oh c'mon dnt gimme this crap abt god coming and talking to ppl

She : who sed hez in temples

She : talkng doesnt mean literally coming and dictating, but it can happen too

Me : oh..he comes toppling frm the sky (heaven) and speaks to rishis?

She : well its not d sky dat he exists in
She : its in every1

Me : so..i say .."god is in me...and god told me multiple sex is right"

She : u known wat d whole purpose of our life is? ever botherd to know?
Me : wud u add it to ur veda list?

She : ohh shut up, it more than dat

Me : dnt tell me u started readin on karma and all also

Me : y not?

Me : god is in me also

Me : isnt it?

She : wen u realise d untimate..............u dnt need evrythng to b taught

Me : and he cud seak to me as much as he cud speak to those rishis
Me : jus dressing like tht wud make a diff?

She : ya, but u havnt realised him
Me : he he he

Me : sare

Me : got it

She : who sed its dressing dat matters

Me : <):)

She : u shud crave to be like dem

Me : its jus giving me giggles

She : ohk u'l let me tell u wat our purpose is?

Me : ok

Me : go on

She : it is
to become a brahmnana
She : its not a brahmin mind u

Me : does tht brahmama eat nonveg?

She : its not abt eatng or not

She : it makes no diff to him

Me : jus asking

She : cause he isnt after sensual pleasures

Me : life giv up kotteste brahmana avuthaara? (bas giv up marenge toh brahmana ban jayenge kya ? )

She : nope, who sed so?

Me : well..thr r mad ppl i knw like tht to whom sensual pleasures wudnt make a diff....r they also brahmanas?

She : ravali if ur really busy tryng to critice evrythng i say, u never get it

She : first let me complete it

Me : k

Me : i thought i cud argue in between

Me : :|

She : ur mad ppl dont hv a proper nervous system, my brahmana is very healthy :P

She : got it?

She : found d diff?

Me : not really

She : wassup?

She : got ur answer r still wanna argue?

Me : then the giv up thing is true right?

She : giving up wat?

Me : i mean life giv up kotteste brahmana

She : life giv up enti?

Me : hmmm...how do i explain tht now

Me : no aim in life kind of ppl

She : u mean becoming a sanyasi?

Me : jus life happens to them coz they r alive

She : :))

Me : not really

She : u think brahmanas have no aim?
Me : dnt tell me their aim is to meet god

Me : feel god
Me : :-&
She : they hv d hi
ghest aim, the aim for which we r created
She : ohk ravali so u think dis world is all abt having fun?

She : njoyng to d max?

Me : asking wht i personally think???

Me : :-/

She : yes

Me : well..to me
Me : it means more

Me : not jus fun

She : better

She : wat elz?

Me : to me its being in the limelight whrever i am

She : to love nd be loved

Me : in whichever field i am

Me : and loads of other crap

She : ohk

She : ohk it means jus dis succes rite?

Me : but not to attain slavation or ne other such things
Me : well ne more terms u got thr?

Me : apart frm success?

She : ya datz wat i say, being in d limelight is ur way of fun
Me : maybe...whtever

She : or happiness

Me : yeha yeah...like i said...all those crap

She : but do u think datz y god created us? jus for such simple things?
Me : i really dnt care u knw
She : yah datz d problem, no body ever cares to know d purpose

She : listen now dont interupt

Me : k
Me : :|
She : u dont know, u dont want to know...............do u ever remember reading a proper religious book with loads of interest wich speaks highly of having morals and values, and the way to live?
She : i never did
Me : i never did
Me : obvi
Me : i have no int with all tht
She : d point is we r never exposed to such stuff

Me : ok...now whr did we start and w
hr did we end :P
She : u dnt hv interst in knowing watz d rite thing to do? so u thin anythnig u feel is rite is corect?

She : we startd at brahmana

Me : things go my way...or no way :)

She : i know where i am
Me : no i meant multiple sex...and even b4 tht ..abt me..and we ended up with all this ani

She : ya datz it, its cz we think watever we know is rite, never botherd i know dat mam

She : il come to dat
Me : hmmm
She : to know how exactly things r suposed to be, ..................like wat is rite nd wat is not.............. She : se d prob is deep -rooted ravali, we dont have faith iin anythng..............
Me : :-??

She : wat i mean to say is first of all frm childhood we never were exposed to real stuff we need
She : so never had d interest to think abt gud, bad things jus went our way
She : but this isnt the way................our goals r small compard to our ultimate goal

She : and d ultimate goal of evry person is to become dis brahmana

She : ehem ehem, kuch samaj main aaya?

She : :(

Me : he he he

Me : tht isnt the point...the point is whether i agree with u or not :P

She : abt wat?

She : i forgot

She : :(
Me : abt all we have been arguing

She : multiple sex
?
Me : i told u...we started at jammu snd reached adaman
She : of course

Me : naa

She : wat im tryng to say all dis while is its not wat we think dat is rite, r wat majority ppl think is

She : there is somthng more

She : ya got it.............god speakng?

Me : wht matters to me in life is jus tht ...am i doing wht i feel i want to do....
She : adhega?

Me : gaadidha guddu (donkeys egg)

Me : edhole (whtever)

Me : y try rem the topic now
She : ohk, let it be rite r wrong ur not botherd?

She : jus do wat u want to?

Me : as long as i feel its right...and i knw i wont regret it...yeah it doesnt matter to me

Me : but i shud b sure i wont regret it

She : yeah datz d prob, each has his own definition of wats rite n wrong............and u wont know u'l regret it till u do

She : till u regret it

She : ohk we wer talkng abt god speaking rite?

Me : not really
She : il give u a scientific example

Me : multiple sex b4 tht

She : madam let me tell u ...............u sed ms is correct

She : i sed its wrong

She : i sed our religion says its wrong, u sed u dnt believe it

She : nd im tryng to explain abt its authenticity

She : got it? wer we r?

Me : i really dnt care now
Me : had a nice long argment...thts it :P

She : very funny

Me : dnt want to b proved right or wrong...
Me : jus proves once again....we differ in thoughts :)

She : but u gotta listen to 1 thing im sayng

Me : he he
Me : sare cheppu
She : ohk cz i statd wid brahmana il finish it

She : o
ur goal accordng to our religion, as pronounced by vedas is to become dat
She : brahmana

She : it means a perfect being

She : nd such a person realises himself to b d spirit i.2 the state wen he can feel god within himself

She : now done wid brahmana
She : il tell u an interestng example

Me : go on

She : its a book i read

Me : hmmm
She : its an experiment done in some university

She : some whwer in ny

She : i dt re
member who did it an all
She : but its real, not fake

Me : glass compartment?

Me : soul leaving ?

She : it is to prove dat man has televisional powers

She : nope not dat, we heard it in shcool

Me : hmm

She : im teling u dis to giv u an idea of hw god can communicate........

Me : go on

She : nd let me tel u thoughts r passes like vibrations, and like a radio if u can tune ur mind to d desired person, u can catch his thoughts

Me : telepathy :D

She : ya thank god

She : #:-s

She : so telepathy is it, nd it can me very very far

She : ok noe d example

She : a person was made to sit in a room in front of a big audience

She : he is separated frm another room by a wall, he has never b4 been to dat room
She : there r some things in dat room...........

Me : hmmm

She : the scientist applied pressure on some specific areas on d right side of the thorax of dis person

She : and he cud say wat things were preent in dat room

She : without ofcourse seeing

She : :)

She : enti no reaction?

She : :-/

Me : not a wonderful thing

Me : i mean not stunned or nething

She : ohh realy?

She : y so?

Me : emo

She : endhuku? teling watz on d other side of room widout seeing?

She : is it so natural?
Me : i dnt half blive it i guess

She : ya datz d prob

She : but its not some layman who did it

She : its a very famous professor frm a big university in new york

She : i have d source

She : and can tell u too.....................u hv to belive it


Aftr this was mostly more crap like b4 this....

Wanted to jus note it down here...becoz tht is one good argument i had aftr a long time...whr i didnt blive in wht i was arguing...but argued coz i didnt like the way the other person didnt want to accept tht the contrary to their argument cud also b right.....Again...and yet once again....i am just being a Lobbyist :)

Saturday, July 14, 2007

Harry Potter

Jus like the earlier ones in the series...not upto the mark of the book.....esp the scenes in the "Department of Mysteries"....really dunno how much ppl who didnt read the book wud understand....coz frm the perspective of a frnd who hadnt read the book but is a good movie critic and usually shares the same taste for movies as mine said tht he had liked the first half though the second half wasnt upto the same level.....but it was def better than the prev ones for sure.....for those who prefer imagining their own movie by jus reading the book (like me ) avoid goin....if u like daniel and emma....go ahead and watch it :D ...though i shud admit daniel's first on screen kiss looked like a bad one :P doesnt seem to b tht gr8 a kisser ;) :P......emma as usual was awesum and stunning....its feels so goos when they keep showing scenes frm the prev movies in the series...coz we gettu see the lil harry and he's sooooo cute...though he is more like "handsome" now ...and emma is jus a darling...then and even now....never really fancied rupert.....but tom felton is jus one eye treat :D.....though tht shud b a big flaw as ron is "supposed" to look better than Harry and Grawp who is the least bit scary looks more friendly than scary :D......neways i dnt care....i jus like the cast more than the movie :P...jus waiting for the 7th book...jus 6 days to go :D....and i better finish reading half blood prince once again in the meanwhile....coz i seem to have forgotten most stuff (even things like Ginny and Harry were dating :( )


jus a footnote....
saw Starter for ten
Goodfellas
and presently watching Little Children (is int till now atleast)

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Outing :)

The last 3 days were pretty eventful :)
went out to Mainland China and had to wait for arnd 30 min owing to the weekend factor...so was walkin abt a lil and ended up goin into the optician shop beside it and ordered a new pair of colored lens :D this time its aqua...sumthing i once saw my Jr wearing and wanted to get for myself too :D
still gottu collect it though :P...and then went back to China (hehehe...wanted to call it jus china and see how it sounds :P ) and ordered a fruit punch (one of my fav mocktail drinks) and a taipei chicken whose name i always forget and end up asking them to suggest...and very obidiently they always suggest the same thing :D...i cant rem a time when i was in mainland and i didnt feel like "gosh !! they r so courteous"...they r extreeeeemmeeeeelyyyyyyy hospitable.....really nice people...jus for their hospitality we always end up givin a very large tip :) didnt try out ne cocktails this time coz i wanted a fruit punch and he ordered a pincolada as usual and i didnt have the mood for pineapple rum....jus had 2 starters (taipei chicken and crispy corn) and then done....we were full :( jus had desserts aftr tht lichi with icecreame(his choice) and 1 scoop of strawberry and 1 scoop of butterscotch for me :D
The second nite was at Utsav ...mostly coz vipin promised a trt first and then we dropped out coz bhavna had an exam >:P...but it turned out for my good :D coz i gottu get him like more chicken stuff....tried out achari chicken kebab.....fundooooooo tha...awesum....i normally dnt like kebabs coz they gimme a burnt feeling...but this one was too good...had 1/2 chicken manchow soup( i wanted vegbut he wanted chicken (weird) ) and then masala papad :D maincourse was equally good...hara masala (or sumthing like tht) chicken and butter chicken ,as a precaution incase the new tried one went bad , but turned out tht the new one was good..and butter chicken was sweet????? ewwwww...neways had 3 half pieces of nan....never ate so much frm a long time :D
Next daywas movie timeeeeee :D:D:D aftr a real good break of 1.5months...back to the multiplex for a popcorned movie... diehard 4.0 ...not a big fan of action movies ...but still went for the sake of goin out...cant really comment on the movie since all action movies r the same to me :D we got this sum stupid combo with popcorn sandwich burger and pepsi and in return we got free passes to water kingdom or essel world ....finally i guess i gettu go thr :D...got a silver plated sterling or whtever chain for my diamond pendent .....and tht was it for the day i guess
yesday nite was again supposed to have gone on vipin's trt but this time he had work....so gonna go out on thursday hopefully...but still ordered acchari kebab and dal khichdi frm utsav :D to accompany a small amt of "water of life " :P
and here i am all up in the morn ...thanx to tht student of mine who didnt answer my call X-(

oh...almost forgot....went off to do a lil social service tht backfired :(...always wanted to teach those NGO kids (which i thought they were) in the campus...and went thr on monday to do the volunteer work....and turns out tht they r jus normal kids who go to school...maybe not exactly normal...they r those who cant afford tuitions and need remedial help coz they r bad at school...this is not wht i wanted...not tuitions for these kids....wanted to teach those who actually wanted to study but cudnt >:P i dunno wht i shud do now....cont or no....coz its not sumthing tht is giving me satisfaction...and upar se taking away my eve also...maybe i'll drop the idea for this time :(

movies lately

Jaane bhi do yaro
The pianist
Requeim for a Dream
Hot fuzz
Finding Neverland
The good, the bad and the ugly
Die Hard 4.0

dnt rem any more even if i have watched... :D
will write again later abt the reviews...already the entry is too long :P

Friday, July 06, 2007

Seeing is Believing

Not really i guess.... i have been watching a lot of movies lately (not really...jus the normal number) and this one movie.... "Finding Neverland" made me feel so good.....reminded me of how much i miss my childhood.....i still remember those days when i stayed at my grandmother's place.....in the orchads......made kitchen sets frm coconut shells....broken bottles...thrown away papers...handle-less cups....leaking jars.....and once we made the whole set frm this sticky mud tht dried in the sun (i dunno wht its called)...i luved to play the elder sis...who stayed back home...while the other sisters and brothers went to school and college according to age...then cook for them....dress them.....cutting 1 piece of caramel to equal pieces to giv everyone "their dinner" :)....how much i miss those days....how much i miss imagining things tht rnt actually there...but u pretend they r there.....now....well..things change with time...and here i am ....jus sitting in front of a comp and watching sitcoms or movies...instead of being out in the fresh air and the green grass tht has gone greener aftr the shower.....
i wish i cud write how exactly i feel when i remember those days when i luved being outside and wud do nething to jus run out of the house.....and now......its changed
i dnt really think seeing is believing.....tht wudnt make u happy....not in all cases........y not blive tht u r seeing it....imagine ur world....build it...dream it....y not..!!! when u cud imagine a whole family with jus 1 kitchen set or a wonderful party in ur doll house with jus 1 barbie doll....or a terrorist attack with a few G.I. Joe toys....or a whole gangwar or cowboy scenes with absolutely nothing but u and a bed or sofa to cover u up.....when an imaginary gun cud blow up a person...when imaginary dressing cud heal a soldier.....when imaginary food cud feed a whole family....is really seeing necessary to blive tht its thr?? isnt tht joy better ???
i really wish i cud go to neverland with all these fairies and pixies....or hogwarts (to those who read harrypotter (not jus watch the movie >:P ) ) where i cud learn witchcraft....how i sumtimes really wish i wasnt here at all...but in this abslutely diff place.....whr everything u wished for...or everything u blived was thr....wud actually b thr..!!!

I miss my childhood days and esp those games :(

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

Anne Geddes :-******

Adored her and admired her ever since i knew of her....!!! An amazing photographer and i wud prefer saying more of a baby stylist than a photographer also...Hats off to her ideas....hats off to the initiation of such a thought....i came upon this website of hers maybe abt 7-8 yrs ago...and ever since it has always been one of my fav...and she has this remarkable thing in her pics.....which makes u giggle when u look at them....and go all awwwwwwwwwwww!!!!
I see a pic i knw its taken by her...she leaves her signature (invisibly visible) on every pic of hers
once again Kudos to this wonderful woman :)

This is her website --All those more normal (by this i mean those who rnt baby haters like my roomie :P ) go ahead and have a nice ride :)

I almost forgot...i have a poster in my room with babies (and i knw its one of her pics) on which i get whoever visits my room to sign on the baby they like :) i had a frnd(Sr) who did sumthing like this with a poster of puppies in his room...stole the idea frm thr :)
This pic i uploaded is the one i have in my room for the signing thing :)

I like the big fat one i.e third frm the right....
My roomie likes the 5th frm left...i.e. the baby with the flower decoration...not for the baby....but for the flowers =))
One of my friend signed on the baby hiding its face coz she thinks tht everyone of them is cute...and she says....who knws maybe the one hiding is cuter.....who knws whts behind....so she signed on it....

so...which is ur pick???

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

Back to Blogging...!!!


Well....was away due to many reasons....mainly coz i was travelling or away frm net access .....and coz of un-necessary publicity(never mind this part)

Was attending a function at my aunt's place....and it was a hell of a thing to attend...the whole ritual thingy.....ewwwwwww.....and to top it all....my MOM X-(...had to wear this traditional dress of andhra for gals called a "langa voni"...which i normally loooovvvvvvvveeeeeee to wear.....and becoz of all the gold she wanted me to get dressed in....it was a pain in the neck.....imagine a 20 yr old girl crying in the midst of abt atleast 100 relatives.... and i was literally crying...they must have taken me to b...i really dunno wht...but then i have my own point...i hate getting dressed with all tht clumsy jewellary....its sick...i hateeee ittttttttttt :((((((((( but finally with all my moms yelling i had to giv in :(((((((((((((((( and imagine this is goin to happen to me for the next ...i really dunno till when....coz all my cuz r ready for marriage....and the first one is this Aug.....and OMG....imagine then...... marriage is far worse than this dumb function :(((((((((( ....i wish i knew how to escape this gold torture :((((((((((((((((

GOD SAVE ME !!!!

leaving the torture aside.....

movies !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lemony Snickets and a Series of Unfortunate Events -cute

Six Days and Seven Nights - ok (cast away was a better version)

Thank You for Smoking - nice :)

One thing i learnt frm this movie..... To win an argument it isnt necessary to prove tht u r right...jus prove ur opponent wrong :)

framed in my own words :P nice one and i like it :)

again ...and yet once again...back to the same old topic...."Marriage"

My eldest cuz apparently told my parents tht he saw sum chick (or whtever) and liked her...asked them to talk to her parents abt the proposal....and aftr a lil enquiry abt her they gottu knw tht her father plays cards and throws away money...and her mom is...aaammmm.....characterless (to put it straight) and so match rejected.....RIDICULOUS!!!!!!!

I mean whts the fault of the girl (who apparently looks good and is working in a software company in banglore)...tht she was born to bad parents....my parents argue tht since she doenst have a proper backgrnd...she mite not turn out to b a good egg either....BULLSHIT !!
I knw hundreds who have a good background...but have a bad char....y balme this girl for wht her parents do...not necesary she wud b a bad egg isnt it???...their argument was tht see....when those hundreds itself have turned tht way though of good backgrnd....wht bharosa of this girl who has come frm a bad family....isnt it like taking a risk when u knw u r taking one......SILLY..!!!...more apt word ATROCIOUS!!!!!
but like most arguments....this jus ended in me getting hushed saying tht i dnt knw nething...or tht i aint supposed to talk abt all tht...or blah blah blah :-@

i guess i am gonna get a lil more philosophical in the next few blogs :P actually have a lot goin on in my head...so... :D

Alone
Thinking
Solitude
Moody
Deep Thoughts

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Do all posts need a title :-?


Just an old pic....but shows the fun we have at trts in Mochas :)

done nothing fruitful till now except tht yeah...went to Mochas today aftr a long long time ...really been a while since i have been thr....last tht i can remember is on valentine's day...and tht is very abnormal of a gen iitian to not b goin thr for so long...esp for sumone like me who eats out so often :P ...actually not been eating out much these days....no particular reason...this way jus saving a lil more money i guess :D

The Illusionist :
For those general viewers who cant guess the suspense mite b a good one.....but aftr watching "the Prestige"...this is no match for tht...and the suspense is too cliche tht i guessed it on the first go....nothing fascinating...though most of the tricks used seemed to b tricks of the camera more than magician tricks..probably coz they dnt justify as to how tht cud b done by a magician...felt more like a wizardy thing....but neways...not a bad one....maybe rightly rated for its stuff :)



jus goin ahead with my paper correction tonite....so probably a nite out :)

Monday, June 25, 2007

Mumbai experiences 10% of its Annual Rainfall in a single day


:) well...i dunno abt those less fortunate ppl who sufferred frm this downpour....but for me....i enjoyed myself with a pizza....hot chocolate and popcorn and not to forget movies and F.R.I.E.N.D.S(watching it for the 2nd time in a cont sequence , though done it infinite times in a haphazard way :D )....wht else do i want in life.....thts wht i call a SUNDAY :)

now thr is LAN at his place too....thts a relief...coz he can b online too now :)...thts jus too many smileys in a single post...but well...i guess thts wht i am right now...jus too pleased abt everything and nething arnd me i guess :)

gonna go home on this thursday for a family function to b happening at my native place (tenali)...dunno when i wud b coming back...now i kinda feel...maybe i shud have let him take the data card :P so tht i cud take it along with my lappy whenever and whrever i want :D

movie updates.....

Just My Luck :

not bad...jus a fun movie to watch when u cant go out becoz of the rains :) was discussing abt whether i wud sacrifice the luck incase i had it :P well..i dunno if i wud do it or not ...it is sumtimes tooooo nice to have all the luck tht u wudnt want to leave ur it behind (no matter whom u r giving it away to :P )

Run Lola Run :

I had already seen Butterfly Effect....so i guess the movie didnt "awwwwwwwwhhhhhh" me.....but i heard tht butterfly effect was supposed to b a remake of this movie...in tht case then this movie is really good.....sumtimes i do like to think wht if i didnt do tht...or wht if this happened instead of tht....life wud have been so much diff if we got a chance to go back and make choices :D it wud have been a weird world with everything changing coz at every point more than half the world wud have been wanting to change wht happened earlier....but nice tryign to think tht way :D...overall nice movie...and simpler to understand than Butterfly Effect


heard today tht IITB dropped frm 1 to 4 in the last 3-4 years...i dunno which place it was in in the last yr...but i rem it was once on the top accrding to india today's ratings....jus dropping down with ppl like me getting into it i guess :P
but its still good tht it manages to get the least starting rank and closing rank for most branches :) htts a good sign...thts maybe also becoz of the past craze...and the kota factor :D

well...too happy like i said tht nothing seems to squash my mood :D

and tht's the picture for my mood today :)


pure
fresh
delicate

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Nothing Much

well..thts whts happening with me in life now-a-days..... "Nothing Much"
wish thr was more happening...kinda getting a lil bored...but then well....feels like i have all the tmie in the world for a few things.... like lukkhagiri for instance :D
neways gone more purple shopping today :D
and goin for a frnd's daughter's b'day :) 1 yr old....i luv babies :) jus thnknig abt wht to get for her ...wonder wht ppl gave me on my 1st b'day...i jus knw abt those gifts in gold tht i received :( but i dnt fancy gold much...so not of much use i guess :D
really arbit blogging i guess....but well...got nothing to write except this thts y :D

Princess Diaries :
Watched this movie for the secnd/third time....nice one...not tht bad also....jus watched it coz a frnd was watching :D

GroundHog Day:
Amazing movie.....how much and how differently can a person do things each day if the each day is the same day... :Di sumtimes wish it was the same day...but then...u cant even kill urself...and if a bad thing happens....tht same bad thing wud keep happening (if its sumthing like death of sumbody and unavoidable) ...in sum way its good and sumway....badd....but well...the movie was good i shud say.....nice entertainer :)


started off with usual suspects but stopped it aftr 15 min....jus one of those movies tht goes above my head maybe....wil try and giv it a scnd shot...but i dnt hink its gonna appeal to me :D :(




Thursday, June 21, 2007

Busy busy busy busy..........

Been busy since the day i've come back to bbay....With mostly the same thing...but atleast i was busy....
Thelast 3 days mostly went into getting details on an affordable..light weight...reliable Lappy...and finally got one...got it upgraded....then installed the OS...and all the software...and blah blah blah....
Finally i can have my lappy all for myself :P

Movies....well seems like i aint goin to b watching ne in the theatres unless a really nice one comes up...coz "sumone" apparantly has becmoe choosy abt movies :O:O:O
neways....now since i have my own popcorn machine...i can watch movies on my lappy.....and eat as much popcorn as i want :D

jus 2 till now though since i didnt have time


Dr. Strange Love

kinda weird...dunno wht to say.....but ok...chalta hai.....and i really enjoyed all the conversations between the american and russian president.... =))
didnt knw tht 3 char were done by the same person till sumone told me....good job i shud say in tht case :)


Oldboy

Though i kind guesssed a part of the suspense...i didnt want to blive it since i knew it was too gross and ewwwwwwww to blive....but welll thts wht the movie is...gross....with ants comign out of the body...cutting out tongues....chopping hands....eating live octopuses or whtever those r....and most horrid thing of all (dnt read ahead if u want to watch the movie).....a sexual relationship between a bro and sis.....and then a punishment to a guy who stars off a romour/fact at school which ends up in him having to sleep with his daughter aftr 15 yrs....not for the indian audience atleast


thts it for the movies and popcorn ...more def in the next few days since i can use my lappy at nite also now :D

got my salary cheque today...but bad since they paid me less than wht i am supposed to get :((((((((
called them back...hope they gimme back my hard earned...well deserved moneyyyyyy :(((((((((((

Monday, June 18, 2007

The Old Man


Today...for the first time in my life....i felt really happy for a noble cause :)
I am hopefully thinking tht i had made an oldman happy ...which inturn is making me happy :)
I went out to get grub today and other stuff tht i wanted to pack for bbay....and whole driving i noticed a crippled man on a wheelboard and he was moving fwd by pushing with his hands coz looks like his legs were affected by polio or sumthing likewise......and he was moving along the sides of Ameerpet X Roads..which at this time of the nite is very dangerous even to cross or drive owing to the heavy traffic....thr was a bus in front of me and had stopped for hardly 5 sec due to the traffic.....and he kept asking ppl footboarding in the bus for alms...as soon as he saw tht the bus was moving fwd he kept moving along side the bus hoping ......but aftr he realized tht no one was ready to shell out any money , he turned to the other side and started asking the ppl walking on the footpath(rather the side of the road since thr is no footpath)
I dunno why...but this really moved me....more than nething did till date...not tht this is the first time i am seeing sumthing like this....but becoz maybe i felt guilty tht i was sprayign out money on useless stuff tht'd only b thrown away incase no one wishes to eat for a long time untill it starts smelling...and this man overhere was risking his life for sumthing tht cud fill his stomach for this nite.
I cudnt take it....desperately wanted to giv him sumthing ...but cudnt stop the bike since i had ppl honking behind me and i had to get petrol filled in the SCooty....got the fuel filled and bought a Kg of ripe mangoes (dunno y i picked mangoes...maybe coz i felt tht he deseved to eat sumthing good and sumthing tht i was sure he wudnt b able to taste...and also thr were loads of fruitsellers on the side selling particularly mangoes) and also decided to giv him sum money.....went back on the same road searching for him...cudnt find him...went up on the road again...no luck :(
Turned back dejected and feeling a lil bad tht maybe i shud have tried stopping and giving him the money i paid for the mangoes and also the xtra cash i wanted to giv....cont my way to SR nagar to get Hyderabadi Biryani ~=P :D
And i was thinking wht i wud tell my mom abt the mangoes i had in hand since dad had bought abt 10 kgs jus this afty...and was passing a closed temple when i saw him....sitting beside the closed temple was this OLD MAN
Unable to move unlike tht guy...helpless....probably knew no one wud come to a closed temple on a sunday at 9:00 in the nite....but he didnt move...jus sat thr....asking the few ppl who passed him for alms...and then i knw wht i had to do with the mangoes :)
Wht if not a crippled...maybe an oldman who cudnt even move as much as tht guy .....not a bad alternative to enjoy the fruit-dinner :)
Stopped my bike 1 foot away frm whr he sat and handed over the packet with the fruit...guess he is not used to ppl driving stopping by to giv him sumthing in a packet :)) he didnt react to it...jus kept staring at me open-eyed....i got down frm my bike....gave him the fruit...he opened it and saw wht was thr in it while i was searching for the money i wanted to giv him...looked at me with wide eyes...as though it was a mistake i made or sumthing :).....i gave him the money....he counted it...and looked back at me again...i had started my bike by this time...and jus looked at him and gave a smile...he looked back at me...and i still can feel the warmth in those eyes....i can see him even now and his faint smile which i thought i saw jus b4 i left
And I can definetly say...this day i am more happy than i was when i won the Freshman....than when i cleared JEE....those were jus achievements for me.....but this....i dunno wht i cud call it....but its a very happy feeling....makes me feel like i made sumone's day...though i dunno if the old man really thinks as much of wht i gave him.....but atleast i am happy thinking i made him happy.
And now i knw exactly whether i am sure of the social service thing i wanted to do sumtime in life or not...yes i am sure....a frnd had told me earlier abt donating Rs 3 / day to cry..and tht i cud meet in person the kid i was goin to b fundinng for ...was thinking abt doing it...but now ...i am sure abt it :)

Sunday, June 17, 2007

101 + things about me :)

Already wrote 100 things abt me earlier...this is jus a cont...
101. I like the smell of wet mud
102. I cant touch my nose with my tongue
103. I can roll my tongue in a freaky way
104. I forgot how to drive a four wheeler (now I knw... but fear tht i mite forget it soon)
105. I like guys who look manly
106. I knw little abt a lot of things
107. I dnt have any particular field of expertise on which i cud giv a lecture
108. There are very very very few people of the thousands i know personally who can call me by my name as it is supposed to be called
109. I am an extrovert
110. I no longer enjoy gult(telugu) movies like i used to
111. I prefer watching movies with subtitles but not sitcoms
112. I had 2 dogs till date....one jus for 3 months and the other I have right now is 5 yrs old ( 8yrs old now) and both are called Naughty(Knotty)
113. I have received 3(4 now) pay cheques till now (jus got another one :D - gonna be paid regularly now , so gonna stop counting)
114. I have a purple soft toy-pappu (I have a purple Giraffe also)
115. Except 2 all the other soft toys i have, were gifted by the same person
116. I had a huge collection of key chains once
117. I like buying stationary even if i dnt use it
118. I like star gazing lying on my back in a green grass field
119. I lived in a farm/orchad most of my summers and a part of my childhood at my maternal grandparents place
120. My mom is a working woman
121. I always put off things till the last min
122. I still make a mess sumtimes with the gender "ka" "ki" "ta" ti" etc in hindi...can never clear tht mess in the head for sure
123. I like candle light dinners
124. I like walking under the moon on a beach
125. The only fruits tht i dnt like eating r apple and chikoo and papaya got used to watermelon...havent really eaten musk melon ever
126. I like arbit shopping
127. I can wax / thread my own legs though i dnt do
128. I once tried drying myself (clothes and hair :D) under the hand dryer at Mc D aftr getting wet in the rain :D
129. I dnt like KFC/garcia's/barista/smokin joes/papa john's (now i like KFC hot wings more than nething else)
130. I like pizza hut/dominos/Mc D/CCD/Mocha
131. I like ordering loads of stuff at the table and not having to finish them
132. I really wish i cud do sum social service...always wanted to ...but never did
133. I always dream tht sumthing i invent /discover/prove wud make me world famous(never likely to happen)
134. I dnt like physics..dnt mind maths...luv chemistry though most courses i do have 1% chemistry 11% maths and 88% physics
135. I wanna finally end up doin sumthing in mass communications/public relations/general administration etc etc
136. I wanna go on a world wide tour sumtime
137. I am scared of the dark (rarely)
138. I met with an accident more than 5 times ( 7 now)
139. I like being in the limelight
140. I dnt like dancing in public though i like it when i knw noone is watching me and its in a grp of close frnds with whom i am comfortable
141. I donated blood once
142. Till date i have lost 2 Pendrives, 3 Cellphones(5 now - new count is 8) and 1 Laptop..though i found the laptop and 1 cell phone again
143. I get a bunch of flowers (purple carnations + orchids) on the 7th of every month as an extended b'day gift (liliums now - its back to carnations + orchids)
144. I dont knw how to swim though i plan to learn sumday (learnt now :D)
145. I like Maaza/Frooti/Sprite/Marinda more than ne other drink
146. I like coconut water better though
147. I can cook
148. I like reading Crime Reports in newspapers or watch detective stuff (true stories) on TV
149. I wear 8 diamond stones on me at ne given time (7 in the pendant and 1 in the ring)
150. I prefer using the mouse to the touchpad
151. I met with an accident more than 7 times in the last 4 yrs....and if some person who told me my astrology is to b believed...i have a bad period goin on and becoz of which i am accident prone and shudnt drive 2 wheelers
152. I got my hair streaked
153. I like watching movies in theatres as soon as they release b4 readin reviews so tht i can be unbiased
154. Popcorn with movies is a must
155. I've recently realised I'm a shopaholic....and i'm proud of it :D
156. I enjoy listening to the radio and reading books while I travel on the local train
157. I like the Double Trouble and ChocoBomb flavours of MoD
158. I dont like having drinks on the rocks

Saturday, June 16, 2007

The Eve :)


Its the much awaited day atlast.....finally....all the waiting has paid off :P
Tried my level best to make the stay better than the usual ones....and it did seem a lil better (to me atleast)

and now.....babk to bbay...back to the rains ...back to the insti...back to lukkhagiri.....back to bike rides....back to balloon.....back to a whole lot of things

jus searching for an apt pic for the mood :)



and found it :D


Looking Forward
Hope
Morning Bloom
Pure
Shades
Rising High
To reach the sky

Friday, June 15, 2007

Picturesque


Just coz i wanna cont wht i started.....



Alone
Waiting
A new morning
Separated
Clear Sky
Colour Contrast
Vacancy

Thursday, June 14, 2007

F.R.I.E.N.D.S


I was jus wondering today how often i change a group of friends and yet do maitain it with a few jus the way it was ...and yet others tend to grow apart....not sumthing i wish to do.....but jus happens with me.


My really close friends till now (jus the really close ones....if i say only frnds..the list goes on and on

School :
Srilakshmi ,Makara, Sreesha (till 7th)
Niharika , Makara , Sreesha , Dolly

still in good contact only with Neehe and Mak

Inter 1st and 2nd yr (Ramaiah) :
Jahnavi , Shruti , Dolly

in touch with non


Repeating (Mega) :
Sahithya , Venky , Harsha , Rishi (close)
Shaan , Tarun , Vipul , Deepak , Nitin (hanging out gang)

Sahithya is the only one in touch completely . occasionally talk to Venky,harsha,rishi
Rest only on chat sumtimes


IIT 1st Year :

Arti,Sahi,Navya,Winnie,Roomie (in hostel) obviously in touch with al even now

Sudhi , Soham (batchies) talk to sudhi occasionally...hardly with soham

Seniors:
Vikash - didnt talk for sumtime in between...now jus occasionally
Awasthi - distance grew aftr he got a job and i told him abt "it"
Anshul - Ahem...still in touch :D obvious :P
Vipul - Stopped talking aftr Chaos
Vipin - Been in touch since he is his flatmate :D


New Friends:
Gaurang , Sappy, Simmy , Ankit , Golu


well looks like i do change frnds often though i dnt want to agree to it :|

P.S : Sorry if i missed out neone....but i really cant remember a few since i am on vacation and it has probably been 2 months or more since i last met u :D

Daffodils


I wander'd lonely as a cloud

That floats on high o'er vales and hills,
When all at once I saw a crowd,
A host, of golden daffodils;
Beside the lake, beneath the trees,
Fluttering and dancing in the breeze.

Continuous as the stars that shine

And twinkle on the Milky Way,
They stretch'd in never-ending line
Along the margin of a bay:
Ten thousand saw I at a glance,
Tossing their heads in sprightly dance.

The waves beside them danced; but they

Out-did the sparkling waves in glee:
A poet could not but be gay,
In such a jocund company:
I gazed -- and gazed -- but little thought
What wealth the show to me had brought:

For oft, when on my couch I lie

In vacant or in pensive mood,
They flash upon that inward eye
Which is the bliss of solitude;
And then my heart with pleasure fills,
And dances with the daffodils.

By William Wordsworth